I could tell this command surprised her. I know she wasn't expecting it which is why I chose to start her off this way. she is a new sub and this is her first time submitting to another. A part of me wants to be gentle with her. Start her off slowly and work her into things. But I know that she'll will benefit much more if things start as they're going to be. Tough but fair.
She gives me a questioning look. "Is there a problem?" I ask.
"no Sir" she replies. her hands move toward the top button of her shirt. I watch as she gets down to the last button. she takes it off tentatively as if she is waiting for something bad to happen. When she sees that all is ok she finishes pulling the shirt off her arms and begins folding the shirt against the flatness of the bed.
I have seen exactly what I wanted to in this moment. The command, her reaction, the thought processes. Seeing her wrestle internally with issues that she didn't think would be in play tonight. The realization that I am serious in the command. And finally, the decision. In a moment that only lasted a few seconds I learned more about her than she probably realizes.
A smile comes to my face that I can't stifle and I walk away as she pulls her skirt down to the floor of the hotel room. I don't want her to see this smile that I can't seem to control right now. I enter the bathroom and can hear her folding the skirt and removing the rest.
I wait in the bathroom until I can't hear movement anymore. As I walk in the room I see her standing there, naked with a pile of clothes in her hands held out for me to inspect. I see the jewelry on top, the bra, underneath the bra I see a neatly folded baby blue thong. I see her blouse and her skirt on the bottom. "Good girl" I tell her as I take the pile of clothes from her. I really had no intention of making her do it again but I wanted her thinking about it. I wanted her to wonder what she needed to do in order to please me since I gave her no criteria for doing so.
I place her clothes in one of the empty drawers and look at her naked body before me. She is now ready to become Mine.
~
This is only the beginning of much grander scene. I have truncated it here. It's based on a real scene that I use to begin D/s relationships. The scene continues with an elaborate ceremony that involves touching each part of the sub's body and asking the sub who that body part belongs to. The idea is that she is mentally and physically giving me her body one part at a time. And the result is that by the end of this ceremony she is mine entirely. The last time I did it the sub told me later that she felt herself slowly falling into her submissive place. A place where she felt totally at peace and comfortable being mine. Each time I asked about another body part, she said she fell a little deeper into subspace.
I'll post a part two at a later time... The scene as it stands runs about 3 hours total in real life.
~LR

Interesting. I'd be curious to know what exactly you learn in that time. What about her do you now know that you didn't before. :)
ReplyDeleteThanks, A.
Hello A,
ReplyDeleteTo answer your question... in the moment where I mentioned that I had learned more than she realized...I had learned that she was careful and thought about her actions before doing them. she trusted me but she wasn't just blindly following orders either. she was thinking, making decisions. probably seeing all the different ways things could go and preparing herself mentally for several possible outcomes. In that moment I knew that I would have to work hard at staying a step ahead of her.
I hope that answers your question. =)
~LR